urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swing_kid_love pump through your sneakers swing_kid_love 2007-07-01T21:10:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swing_kid_love:8374 2007-07-01T21:10:38Z 2007-07-01T21:10:38Z David and i = over<br />He's a douche<br /><br />Sophia and i = best friends again<br />She's not a douche<br /><br /><br />I feel like im getting to know my past again<br />like freshmen year status<br />and it scares the hell out of me<br /><br />imaliveipromise urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swing_kid_love:3152 2006-12-24T02:38:27Z 2006-12-24T02:38:27Z <strong>Got my nose pierced<br /></strong><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="lalala"><img alt="" src="http://a730.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/5/l_7d16d69004a26726ee3bb7c3701ae991.jpg" /><br /><br /><br />do you like it?!<br /></div><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swing_kid_love:2629 2006-12-22T03:14:21Z 2006-12-22T03:14:21Z two entries in one day<br />what is this?<br /><br />i finally got my mind in a group and i need to write... erm... type it out so then it can make sense&nbsp;<br />confusing<br />but i thought this would be a nice place to post it<br />*names have been changed*<br />okay<br />so i came to the conclusion:<br /><br />The thing with me is i need constant attention from someone 24/7 . i wish i wasnt like this. i think thats why ive been letting Joe come over a lot... not because i like him... but because he pays attention to me. And see Joe really isnt that nice of a person at all. He's too tuff and he's kind of a perv, but i still let him come over because i NEED the attention. Larry is th cute, innocent boy... but he doesnt give me attention. I really want thim to be the one that saves me, but you see i cant always get what i want. I really like Larry but he's reallyreallyreally shy, i mean we flirt in school a lot, but he doesnt hang out with me outside of class. But, i dont want to keep turning to Joe for attention. But dont get me wrong, Joe doesnt want a relationship, and i dont want one with him... its not like im leading him on or anything. We're just having fun i guess. He's too "hardcore" for a relationship. UGH but what people dont understand is that i NEED his attention. It's beyond want... its a need. And when i dont get the attention i crave, i get really weird and depressed. And the only one i want a relationship with is ... is Larry...and thats weird for me to say because usually relationships scare the heck out of me. uhm i think Joe is coming over tonight. i wish it wasnt like this... i wish i wasnt such an attention craving little girl. But i simply cant help it.<br /><br />: / urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:swing_kid_love:454 2006-10-22T07:18:34Z 2006-10-22T07:18:34Z It's Autumn : ]<br /><br /><center><img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y300/gaulkosaur/tinkfobanner.gif"></center><br /><div align="right"><small>//FO banner by <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_daylit' lj:user='daylit' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://daylit.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://daylit.livejournal.com/'><b>daylit</b></a></span>//</small></div>